Compulsive Repulsive

You keep on casting shadows on my wall
I keep on dancing while I crawl
You keep on casting shadows on my wall
I keep on dancing while I crawl


Will I let this evil keep corrupting me
Open up your eyes and see
You just keep taking me up and down
Don't push my head to drown

You keep on casting shadows on my wall
I see their faces going darker all around
You just jeep laughing when I fall
I feel their touches colder all in all

I will let this evil keep corrupting me
Close my eyes and see all you brought to me
Till I find a less disgusting me
When I find you are wrong and bleed

You keep on casting shadows on my wall
I see their shadows' darker trawl
You keep pushing my head down
You keep pushing till I drown

You keep on casting shadows on my wall
I keep on dancing while I crawl
You keep on casting shadows on my wall
I'll face the evil all in all

Silent Still

Watch me here and there
You won't see me while I run scared
I'll hide it better than anyone else
I'll hide it well

Despite my will
I'm silent still
Inside this tomb
This deadly womb

Watch me here, and there,
I'm running scared
Despite my will
I'm silent still

Collision

There are two worlds far apart
Sitting side by side within my mind
Carefully surrounding each other
Careful not to touch each other

There are two worlds too close
One of them has almost froze
The other one's too hot too touch
A grasp in heart is strong too clutch

Heaven and hell it's all the same
Each are much to wane
Close before it's reached your fame
For both are judgeful to blame

Two worlds there, not far apart
Driven by each other's light
Until they finally find what's left inside
Will hope they both be there, survive

Clutching out each other's heart
Find it burning deep inside
It's getting dark and dark
Soon enough both worlds collide

It's getting closer and closer
It's time we face our Armageddon
It's getting closer and closer
It's time to face my Armageddon

Save Me

Desperation is lurking around me, whispering words into my head,
I wish it stopped whispering to me like if I was dead
For God's sake help me get out of this prison I've set myself into
Inside me a golden riot which I'll never get in through

Hovering the deep space of my empty head, I'm growing sad
Images are rapidly changing and it seems I have just bled
The weaknesses are inside me for who I am
It seems that all my energy has waned

I feel cold when I cry out for the dark

Atrasado

E já começou 2011, e não postei nada. Nada.


Que 2011 seja um ano claro.

Se houver sobrevivência, haverá força.

You Really Got Me

Put an end to whatever it was, let it go
I was cruel enough, hence I'll forget
Cause it was still good enough for me and you
For that gray-matter has bubbled and het

For I'm no saint, I'm no sinner
I'm no horrid winged creature
And I'm surely not a winner
I'm no blackened ghostly vulture

Losing you is what I needed
I just needed a bad memory
But you were cruel enough not to give me one
And so I remain

This is so a goodbye
To remember not thinking about you!
(And for that matter, think I'm not a loser
I'm just thinking about you)

Winged Destiny

Spread out the words and see me blacken
It's not the one you knew before,
My blacked wings will make me soar
This darkened winds will get me saddened

Looking out at the mirror
See the redness of my eyes
Feel their redness high
See through their horror

I feel it getting darker, no mood is getting calmer
The night has crept in nigher,
Inside the heart I did not feel

Let this anger burn deeper
Let this pride die dumber
Oil to my soul
Can't get weaker so

It's the weakest that you see

Since I've Been Far Away

Since I've been far away
From you
I guess this little shay
Oh, uh

Since I've been far away
From you
I get this desperation
This gloom

I never knew, I'll never know
I guess I miss you, I'll never know
I'm getting used to, would rather not know

Since I've been far away
Keep in me the yesterday
Choosing faster than I'd know
My own pressure, your glow
It's this time
It's this time
Since I've been far away
I want to get closer than today