Monday, July 20, 2009

Trophy Room

And innocence was lost
For a beggar

And then no more recovery, it's lost
Inside another room of frost

And she keeps her prizes in a room
Hanging heads in misery stars
I had lost her too soon
And then I went too far

All those whispering heads are moaning
And between them, a thorn
All the heads are grumbling
Each of them love sworn

And she keeps her prizes in a room
Thousands heads staring back at me
She says this is her trophy room
And innocence is lost

No more trust
Nothing more
A delusion
Nothing more.

Saturday, July 11, 2009

Goodbye

There I saw that everything changed
And gave acceptance a knee
And gave myself the chance
To open eyes and see

And gave myself the clues
And then right after closed
My eyes had been enoughly cruel
My tears, at last, had froze

And so I shut my eyes
And gave the Sun goodbye
No more moaning on my mind
I am scared, won't survive

And has she shut her eyes
And waved goodbye?
Guess my heart won't come alive
Well, it's easy to survive

And so acceptance grew
Abnormal within me
There's no feeling within this
So it will end.



Don't wanna say goodbye with tears in eyes
Guess just wanted to survive
It was so strong, why should it die?

I don't wanna say goodbye with tears in eyes
I just wanted to be mine
It shall be easier within time

And so I say goodbye with tears in eyes
No controlling, I'm not mine
I'm just running out of time

And so I say goodbye with tears in eyes
Put myself in it, so bye
Well, we all will learn alive

And so I say goodbye
With tears in eyes
I don't trust you, say goodbye
I don't trust you, say goodbye

And so I say goodbye
And I survive!
With a terrorizing smile
Had no idea you'd be surprise

And so I lost my mind within a smile
Told all of them 'make a crime'
Maybe it's easier, and you'll like

And so I said goodbye
With my own smile
Lost my eyes for not a dime
I just wanted to survive!

And so I say goodbye with tears in eyes
Because this is what I realized
I am sorrow, I am mine

And so I say goodbye to my whole life
Look at it! Hah! It coldn't survive
And it did so, how did it smile?

And so I tell my tale how I smiled
Forgot my issues far behind
Then I smiled and I died!

And you just now believe how death can cry!
She lost me when I fought my crime
Became I dumb just with a smile

And so I say goodbye, will stop and write
Another song, another crime
And you know what?
I'll stop to smile

And so I say goodbye.

Monday, July 06, 2009

Tempestade de rios.

Eu vejo a destruição sobre os campos
Os humanos, os animais, e eles se acabaram.
E eu vi a destruição sobre os campos
Destruição que eu ajudei a criar
E a purificação, o iniciar do zero
Mas não existe o iniciar do zero
Não existe a purificação

E eu não pus fogo nos campos
Mas deixei-os queimar;
Não derrubei as cabanas,
Mas nem fui lhes ajudar
Não gritei 'morte a todos'
Nem rezei por misericordia
Eu fiquei um passante,
Escutando o chorar

E acolhi o perdedor,
com dó das feridas
E dos gritos de dor
Muitas almas sem vida
Sem dor, nem liguei
Me chamariam de anjo
Sou um desastre que sei
Nao lembro nada a um anjo

Sou escuro
E frio, como a natureza em mim
Destruindo, sem guia
Um pensamento que sem senso redigia
Uma canção sem voz,
Uma melodia sem som,
Uma risada sem riso.
E o inverno, fraco como a si próprio criou
Falhou em seu intento.

E falhou,
Talvez ele diria que mudaria a tática,
Mas o inverno não pode ser quente,
Nem pode começar a queimar
Os campos, nem deixar de frio matar;
Entao deixaremos desabar
As grandes certezas do inverno, ah,
Deixaremos desabar