Sunday, December 27, 2015

Cores

Me senti triste quando me senti de fora
Sonolento e no escuro fiquei por hora
A solidão era motivo de tristeza
Os humanos são sociais por natureza

Me senti triste quando me senti longe
Não sabia bem para ir por onde
E a distância era motivo de mais choro
E as vozes da vida ficavam sem coro

E a minha tristeza virava depressão 
E qualquer luz aumentava a escuridão 
E eu já nem sabia para onde queria ir
E logo eu me senti perdido em rir

Aí fiquei sabendo de uma nova bênção 
Uma alegria escondida dentro da solidão 
E o mundo reservado a quem reserva a si ledo
Um mundo reservado a quem faz seu enredo

E a distância virou amiga querida
A dor deixou de ser uma dor sem saída
E até mesmo a tristeza que permeia essa vida
Faz valer a pena a vida ser vivida

Agony's defeat

Somebody said someone should come in every morning
And water plants and drive the cars and leave the warmth burning
And watch the grass as it sets out to be growing
And let it all out as happiness stars shine in to flow in

So let me hear you say your love is magnificent
As we belong to each other, I feel I'm growing dissident
Summer nights left me out there standing alone
I never felt so cold although the sun was high and burning

So allow me to say, I am so confident
That all I know is that I'm growing dissident
And summer nights spent in joy are agony
When left alone in the dark with horror symphony

So who do you really think I am in this song
When winter came, I was no longer alone
I set out to be someone I really cared about
And that's done, no way to change it now

I was the triumph of sorrow and agony
Completely enslaved by this soliloquy 
I delivered myself from defeat and depression
Each and every day I pray out of obsession

I am the triumphing victory of the loser
I am the winner, the grinder, the soldier
I am my own victory inside
I have finally my own life

Song for the Gone

Take a ride on this ship
And enjoy the ride so sweet
Take the captain by the hand
Gaining slowness by her face
And soon I'd learn to dance with water 
The boat steers on forever higher

Win another kiss would be swell
I can't forget your face, your smell
Your candid perfume stuck in me long
Your candid perfume's all I long
As fireworks fog the night sky
I can't know if it's starry or on fire

Your lashing eyebrows
Your dark, dark eyes
Your dizzying smile
How can it embrace so tight?
It takes me away and tortures me
And that's something I can no longer see

I wish I could feel you near once more
In light of things I'd have never done
And take the captain's hand again
It would be sweet; it won't be sane
The captain's too much like me to make sense
She steers and sails gently, but with no tame

Hazards lurking through the cracks of your eyes
Shivers crushing through the brilliance of the times
I spent with you so little yet I long for so much more
Hit me hard but hit me, I will walk outside these doors
Midnight tears will bring a spark of fortune
River currents flowing through me might bring nurture

Not the same between us, but amongst us all
An idea we'll remember once we avoid to stand too tall
That death shall take us once and we never will be brought
Back into this reality so that's why it can't be naught
I'd love to see you once more standing tall and elegant
Booming waves of inspiration within my lonely semblant

And hearken for the leaves of trees in style
The branches and the wood against the tile
Your laughter singing out to the joy of the world
Your inspiration cutting through like a sword
And the leaves, they'll stand and hearken
For all the bloom you brought into this garden 

Then I'll sing a song to you
Hope you'll be amused
It starts fast and still gets higher
It should blow out your inside fire
And all the fireworks will breath in silence
Just like your eyes, a starry presence

Thursday, December 10, 2015

Kill the Omega

Kill the omega and all its soldiers
They will kill you when they can
Kill the Omega and the war is over
Kill it and the war is over

Kill the one behind your back
Kill the one inside your head

Kill the Omega
And the war is over

Wednesday, December 09, 2015

All the Thunders in the Storm

I will not stand you being here.

I will not accept you here.

I will not let you live here.

I will give you no time.

I will give you no peace.

I will not let you kill me, and I will not let you rest.

I will make you grumble.

I will make you crumble.

I will make you die. 

No matter how long it takes.

I will kill each of you.

I will make you starve.

I will make you starve.

I will make you starve.

For this life is mine. 

It belongs to me since the day I was born.

This life is mine.

Though it was stolen and taken and tortured.

This life is mine.

Though you tried to take it away from me so many times.

This life is mine.

Though I tried to take it away from myself so many times.

This life is mine.

Though sometimes I wished it wasn't.

This life is mine.

Though sometimes I'm not thankful for it.

This life is mine.

Though I know I have to accept it.

This life is mine.

This is probably the only time I'll have it.

This life is mine.

Though the days go cloudy as a second goes by.

This life is mine.

Though hell is coming up sometimes.

This life is mine.

Though heaven's close enough to touch.

This life is mine.

Though sometimes it's grey and has no feeling.

This life is mine.

For I'll take it and give it meaning.

This life is mine.

It owes me a living.

Death and Life

Death fell in love with Life; and Life grew very interested in Death.

They were so similar that they often saw each other in the mirror. And Death longed for Life, but it had nothing to give to Life.

And Death wished to be alive - for Life was so colourful, and beautiful, and Death was mourning every time.

How could Death be other than Death, if it could not be other than what it was intended?

Death then mourned again, for it could not change.

Life saw the mourning in Death, and sent it gifts. Day after day, Life sent to Death someone new; and Death kept them forever.

They could not change their nature.

Friday, December 04, 2015

Oração

Eu nao nasci pra ser triste
Eu nasci pra ser feliz
Meu Deus, eu nasci pra ser feliz
Me ajude Deus, a ser feliz

Eu não nasci só pra chorar
Eu nasci pra também rir
Meu Deus, me ajude a sorrir
Me ajude Deus, a ser feliz

Me ajuda a dormir bem
Me ajuda a não pensar no que não preciso
Me ajuda a me manter calmo
Me ajuda a me manter forte

Me ajuda Deus a ser feliz
Não peço muito mais coisa
Mas só ser feliz

Thursday, December 03, 2015

Maldições do Pai

Todo passo que eu der
Será pesado
Tudo que me vier
Será roubado
Tudo que eu merecer
Será perdido
Tudo que me encolher
Será devido

Tudo que minha vida ganhar
Será matado
Todo respiro de ar
Será zombado
Toda gota de amor
Será contado
Tudo que me trouxer dor
Será adorado

Tudo que viver em mim
Vai morrer
Todo podre do fim
Vai florecer
Cada alma vencida
Vai ser traída 
Cada dor no meu peito
Merecida

Cada brilho de luz
Será apagado
Cada rito de amor
Será esquecido
E no dia que eu não aguentar mais
Não suicido

Porque essas palavras são suas
E não são minhas
Essas palavras são suas
E não são minhas
Essas palavras são suas 
E essa vida é minha