There I saw that everything changed
And gave acceptance a knee
And gave myself the chance
To open eyes and see
And gave myself the clues
And then right after closed
My eyes had been enoughly cruel
My tears, at last, had froze
And so I shut my eyes
And gave the Sun goodbye
No more moaning on my mind
I am scared, won't survive
And has she shut her eyes
And waved goodbye?
Guess my heart won't come alive
Well, it's easy to survive
And so acceptance grew
Abnormal within me
There's no feeling within this
So it will end.
Don't wanna say goodbye with tears in eyes
Guess just wanted to survive
It was so strong, why should it die?
I don't wanna say goodbye with tears in eyes
I just wanted to be mine
It shall be easier within time
And so I say goodbye with tears in eyes
No controlling, I'm not mine
I'm just running out of time
And so I say goodbye with tears in eyes
Put myself in it, so bye
Well, we all will learn alive
And so I say goodbye
With tears in eyes
I don't trust you, say goodbye
I don't trust you, say goodbye
And so I say goodbye
And I survive!
With a terrorizing smile
Had no idea you'd be surprise
And so I lost my mind within a smile
Told all of them 'make a crime'
Maybe it's easier, and you'll like
And so I said goodbye
With my own smile
Lost my eyes for not a dime
I just wanted to survive!
And so I say goodbye with tears in eyes
Because this is what I realized
I am sorrow, I am mine
And so I say goodbye to my whole life
Look at it! Hah! It coldn't survive
And it did so, how did it smile?
And so I tell my tale how I smiled
Forgot my issues far behind
Then I smiled and I died!
And you just now believe how death can cry!
She lost me when I fought my crime
Became I dumb just with a smile
And so I say goodbye, will stop and write
Another song, another crime
And you know what?
I'll stop to smile
And so I say goodbye.