Painlight

Painlight, shining upon me
Can't look through the mirror, can't see
Can't look out to the stars and pray for God
Who am I and I say I
I
I want to stand this much more
Don't want to have to stand this
More and I
Feel my flesh being ripped apart
Feel my soul struggling to get out
Feel my life struggling to get out
I feel myself, I know myself, I fear myself
Dear Gods, take this from me and release me
Release me
Release me
RELEASE ME