Darkness, my old enemy

Lurking around me as always
Whispering words of fear into my head
You are hate, you are horror
And I've been listening to you
How I hate you,
Every inch of me knows
And I'd take you down with sorrow,
With lust,
It would be so glad to take you down
Darkness around me
Whispering words of hate
Yet I seem to listen
But shall not do it
I'll stop hating you,
Will have pity on you
Will escape the maze of pride,
Fight the wars of lust,
Pray for someone, God,
Help me find someone to pray to
Will stop listening to you,
At the end, I think I'm breaking apart
So let me break apart
Break me down
Oh, war.