Agony's defeat

Somebody said someone should come in every morning

And water plants and drive the cars and leave the warmth burning

And watch the grass as it sets out to be growing

And let it all out as happiness stars shine in to flow in

So let me hear you say your love is magnificent

As we belong to each other, I feel I'm growing dissident

Summer nights left me out there standing alone

I never felt so cold although the sun was high and burning

So allow me to say, I am so confident

That all I know is that I'm growing dissident

And summer nights spent in joy are agony

When left alone in the dark with horror symphony

So who do you really think I am in this song

When winter came, I was no longer alone

I set out to be someone I really cared about

And that's done, no way to change it now

I was the triumph of sorrow and agony

Completely enslaved by this soliloquy 

I delivered myself from defeat and depression

Each and every day I pray out of obsession

I am the triumphing victory of the loser

I am the winner, the grinder, the soldier

I am my own victory inside

I have finally my own life